An Ensane Point Of View.Follow

Well I am sure a lot of you are sick of hearing about the Ensane/Kluyasufoya incident but I feel the need to address the "personal things" that everyone doesn't know about and those that do know are afraid to talk about. Basically I don’t know Mike (Klu) nor have I ever met him, so those of you that think you know what you're talking about and claim its has to be dealt in the real world well that won't be happening. Was I stupid for giving him my password and acct info and my equipment? Well that’s a personal opinion, though I want to regret it I don't really because what is a friendship without trust? I've talked with Mike and played various games over the past 4 years or so and figured he had earned my trust. In the end you get what you deserve and I suppose this is what I deserved my friend (Mike) and my friends (GLLS).

As for those that say I was warned I really wasn't, basically Mike informed me that he had changed his password to his acct, which he may have done for several reasons, but we had even partied together the night before he decided to take my acct and delete everything. To me that’s not a months worth of fighting and warning. I tried to log on to continue to lvl brd and play with my bro and Mike, but shockingly Mike had done what he had done.

Now everyone claims that this is a personal matter between Mike and I, but really that is just b/s, in fact I was not even slightly involved in his reasons behind his actions. After I discovered that I could not access my acct I figured Mike was playing a practical joke on me or something, so I logged on to my brothers acct to speak with him. Basically Mike was obviously jealous of my brother, why? I do not know only Mike really knows that. He clearly stated that he wanted to f*ck my brother over but since he didn't have any of his acct information I was what he decided to take his wraith out upon. He stated other sadistic comments about how he enjoyed doing what he had done to me.

I have addressed GLLS leaders to help me in at least retrieving my equipment ( Peacock Charm, Amemit Mantle+1, Dusk Trousers, Ocean Sash ) but they fail to even recognize me as a member of their linkshell though I held their pearl. They included me in their conspiracy of those that had left for thecrew yet I had done no such thing. Quite honestly if I was to leave GLLS I would have told them such, but I was never given the chance to decided what I was going to do as my acct was deleted before the separation of GLLS and thecrew. Yet GLLS claims I was a traitor who left for thecrew. I have talked with Bombadil, Jaffar, and Fsst they say they will do what they can but obviously I know where GLLS stand. Those that are still in GLLS say that you are/were my friend, but where does loyalty and friendship stand? Where do you draw the line between those that you trust? GLLS can say all they want about me being a traitor but even Klu knows that I would have joined thecrew if he had left or stayed in GLLS if he stayed. Once Klu had made his decision I would have done likewise and if Mike and I left GLLS I would have told the sacks as such.

The aftermath? I no longer exist on Ragnarok thanks to Mike's (Klu) personal issue with my brother to none of which I am involved. I was banned by GLLS, and now rejected because they considered me a traitor (for false accusations) and are unwilling to help me. Like my friend Pulsedriver addressed GLLS got back their Osade and Nobles and are making amends with thecrew about their SH, SH+1, and Royals, all of which can be replaced. Me? I don't even exist on a server to which I have dedicated 130+ days. For those of you that support Mike just put yourself in my point of view for a minute, what would you do if you suddenly didn't exist on Ragnarok anymore?

Basically what I am I asking for? I would like GLLS leaders to reevaluate their opinion and return to me what is rightfully mine. Mike (klu) may have deleted everything on all of my characters, which is more than I could have ever imagined, but he still does have in possession equipment that does not belong to him. They were upset when Mike left GLLS with their Osade ( whether or not it was planned I do not care ) and when Bib left with their Nobles, but likewise GLLS does nothing when Mike walks around with equipment that does not belong to GLLS nor does it belong to Mike. Now you know the truth that really isn't personal b/c it had nothing to do with me it just happened to be me that he deleted and fails to return my equipment. As others have said deleted someone's character is unacceptable yet GLLS seems to favor such actions as they do nothing. You may say this is just my point of view, but it is as honest as was my friendship with Mike. Klu's actions can not be undone just like many other actions that have taken place, but others shouldn't have to experience what I have. So I do hope that GLLS reevaluates where they stand.

Whether or not I return to Ragnarok I don't quite know. For those that have shared their friendship with me and for the good times all I can say is thank you.

Ensane
(Forever RNG73/NIN36)

Edited, Wed Jul 6 02:53:06 2005 by Enasne

Edited, Wed Jul 6 02:54:48 2005 by Enasne

Hey buddy, used to talk with you from time to time camping VE, remember me? (It's Awoir). If you do come back give me a /tell.

Ensane i'd like to help you all I can considering I have nothing against you, but the problem is, A)Only kluya can make the decision to give you all your stuff back, telling him to isn't going to make him. B)If it's that important, try calling SE support service, my friend pretty much experienced the same thing where his account expired but he couldn't remember his password, he called, it worked out. Hopefully something can be worked out. Anything else, just post.
-Z-

You know full well SE will refuse to return his character and items. I do admire the effort you put into that cosmetic little post though.

Ensane, I'm not even gonna bother telling you how I pity your situation. It won't change a thing. I know you are a good guy and probably didnt deserve what you got. I was actually talking to Kluya last night about all this and he had me going, thinking maybe he was almost justified in his actions. But less than 12 hours later, I find out (http://ffxi.allakhazam.com/forum.html?forum=53&mid=112066973224742571&num=6) that his story about how he supposedly sold the Royal he stole from Bibrian was a flat out lie since Sheeba is on here admitting she has it (you two should work harder to collaberate one another's stories). I really wanted to believe him.

As for the comments about how Kluya's post sounded like a serial killer's exposition in court (or the like): I totally agree, it did sound that way. Sociopath? maybe. Can Kluya be trusted in anything he says? I doubt it.

Edited, Wed Jul 6 15:08:47 2005 by ephewe

orz man, ill get him back XD, and catch plenty of VE for ya ;p, you will be missed bro u were one of the best out in the dunes ; ;

edit: im the typo master ;p

Edited, Thu Jul 7 14:43:23 2005 by Matixx

While i am no longer here and this issue does not concern me, i cant help but state my opinion on this matter. I found out about this through another friend who sent me a message saying that brian had this nobles tunic and royal cloak stolen, i couldn't help but feel all warm and fuzzy inside knowing that something had finally happened to him, i decided to make my way to these cursed forums and read all the new drama, while at that time all the information given was being manipulated in the way people saw fit, i speculated what the truth was, and had almost no doubt in my mind that that kluya did what he did out of some sort of spite. I can also say that i expected something like this to happen at somepoint because he clearly stated once in a skill up pt with me, that he knew nobody in GLLS liked him, and that was fine with him he didn't like them either and was simply there to get as many things as he could get his paws on. I believe this situation is fairly simple, the sacks in GLLS knew what he did to your account, and he basicly told them if you let me back in i'll get your cloak back, and w/ever else it was that was stolen if not i'll sell them, or let those in thecrew keep it, and as we know many of the people in GLLS are only there for their own personal progression :::cough::::zerta::::cough:::: so they would ofcourse have no problem with this bargain.

If it was me i would restore my account and come back just to make their life a living hell, but since i doubt you would return for that, i suggest you either move on with your life and forget this horrible game, or call POL support and get your character restored, if he (kluya) changed the password on the account to prevent you access the great people at POL can verify that the account is yours if you provide them with personal information such as name on the account when it was registered and CC info among other things, once that is confirmed you can reset your password and in a GM will fill out a character restoration application for you, and within a week your character should be back with all the items that were in your mog safe, and any that he might not have stolen, also i believe you might be able to restore the character through the "Return home to Vana'diel Campaign" 2nd part which is for current members of POL, your main focus if your going to return is to get a new password if it has been changed, and i also advice you not to share your information with anybody in game. I wish you the best of luck in life and in game.