Then what unrealistic thing do you want?
Since we're all talking about fantasy here: I'd like to live in a different society, perhaps on another planet. One where more than half of its people aren't
complete monsters. At the very least, I'd be so happy if i could live someplace far away from civilization, where the stars are still visible at night.
Well you should be happy to know that this dream of a different society and visible stars is in your realm of possibility.
You could move to Scotland or Ireland. http://www.darkskydiscovery.org.uk/dark-sky-discovery-sites/map.html
According to this you'll have your visible stars.
And you can reliably use this website http://darksitefinder.com/maps/world.html
to pick another region. And then use https://www.wikipedia.org/
to see what kind of culture exists in the dark region you would like to move to.
You may feel like you are stuck, but I assure you that the only thing/person that is making you stuck is yourself. You have to take responsibility for what you want in life; whether realistic or unrealistic. Go on this much needed journey and find what it is you are looking for.