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#1 Feb 20 2008 at 8:55 PM Rating: Excellent
Hi guys. I've had members send me messages here on Allakhazam over the last few months about different subjects and it's always nice to talk w/ people with similar interests (i.e., WoW!). Several of these folks have asked about my avatar. I've told them the story behind that little photo and one very nice lady (and I'm ASHAMED to say that I can't remember her screen name Smiley: oyvey) recommended that I make a quick post about it. So, here goes....

The photo is of Aron (pronounced "ay-rahn"). I am a police officer in real life and I was a K9 handler for nearly 6 years. Aron was my partner for those years as well as my best friend. We patrolled some very mean streets and I could ALWAYS count on Aron having my back. With Aron beside me, I felt that I could take on anything that came my way and, more importantly, I knew that he would do everything in his power to make sure I went home every night up to and including sacrificing his own life if it came to that.

Back in the spring of last year, I had to retire Aron because he had developed a freak case of arthritis in his lower back. The vets tried to give him pain meds and we even considered surgery. Unfortunately, after all was said and done, it was just too painful for him to participate in the strenuous training required to do his job. Even with the surgery, Aron would be in constant pain and I couldn't put him through that.

Needless to say, I was bummed. The silver lining, however, was that after he was retired (as per my department's policy) I got to keep him as a pet. The first few times I went to work without Aron was hard (for both of us!) but after a while, Aron learned to enjoy his life of leisure (chasing squirrels, eating too much, etc...).

A few months after his retirement, I came home late one night from work and I noticed that Aron was sluggish and his stomach was swollen. I took him to the vet early the next morning and after an exam, we learned that Aron had a blockage in his GI (gastro-intestinal) track. The blockage was removed and it turned out to be a tumor.

The tumor was sent off for biopsy but I was staying optimistic that the mass would come back as "benign" and Aron could go back to his well-earned retirement. As fate would have it, this was not to be.

Aron was not bouncing back from the surgery to remove the mass, so I had to take him to a trauma vet. While there, the results of the biopsy came back; it was cancer. Not only cancer, but an extremely rare form of intestinal cancer. Even with painful chemo, Aron only had a 20% chance of living for a month.

Needless to say, I was devastated.

After many tears and soul-searching with my wife, I decided to forgo the treatment and bring Aron home. I tried to keep him as comfortable as possible and to be there for him.

On October 2nd, 2007, just over a week after I originally took Aron to the vet, I called our family vet over to the house. I cradled Aron's head while he was put to sleep on his favorite patch of clover next to the deck in the back yard. It was probably the hardest thing I've EVER had to do in my life. Aron was only 8 years old.

BOY! So much for a "quick" post. I didn't plan on going into so much detail but I guess I needed to write this out. AND, since I don't have a BLOG, you guys are my outlet. Sort of a catharsis, if you will.

Anyhoo, to make a short story long, I decided to make Aron my avatar as sort of a memorial.

Well, thanks for letting me get that off my chest. This was the first time I've written down ALL the details. I hope I didn't depress anyone! If it did, I'm sorry. That wasn't my intention. Aron was just a REALLY great dog and I wanted to share his story with you guys. I really enjoy coming to this site and whenever I see Aron's mug next to one of my posts I always smile! Smiley: grin

THANKS FOR LISTENING!! Uh....reading, I mean. Smiley: blush

PS: What about your avatars? Any cool/sweet/weird stories behind them? Share, por favor!






Edited, Feb 21st 2008 2:52pm by darqueblueknight
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#2 Feb 20 2008 at 9:03 PM Rating: Decent
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Man thanks for sharing, sorry about your friend.

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#3 Feb 20 2008 at 9:06 PM Rating: Decent
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OT, but...

Mine should be fairly self-explanatory.
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dang that me tear... i have a 7 year old black lab/ german Shepard mix, a 1 and a half year old tabby cat and a half a year old white and red corn snake. i love animals and am hoping to get a pig sometime later to add to the family of pets (pigs are cute and everyone knows that inside. anyways i fell sorry for your loss with aron but atleast he's happy in doggy heaven right? anyways i'm sorry for your loss.i don't know what i'd do without my best friends (pets).
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#5 Feb 20 2008 at 9:40 PM Rating: Excellent
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My avatar represents the burden of Man's self-awareness.

Handsome dog there. I own a kennel where I breed, board and train German Shepherds for confirmation show purposes, myself. In the past I've sent dogs to law enforcement, but these days I pretty much just train them to run in circles and look pretty.

I've got an old boy right now who has a degenerative nerve condition affecting his rear. He can't lift his hind legs to stand any more, preferring instead to drag himself around like a seal. In the past month or so, he's also losing control of his bowels and bladder with greater frequency. He's just a great, goofy dude who was an extremely successful show dog in his prime and is now wasting away. Next week will probably be his last, as he's just less and less happy every day, it seems. The humane thing to do is euthanize him before he loses too much more quality of life.

Anyway, that was more about dogs and dogs dying and stuff than it was about avatars, but whatever.

#6 Feb 20 2008 at 9:47 PM Rating: Good
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The humane thing to do is euthanize him before he loses too much more quality of life.


Ouch! Sorry man. But, if it's any consolation, I completely agree with you. It's a hard thing to do, but it's for the best, I'm sure.

Oh! And your avatar is....uh....nice? Smiley: yikes

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#7 Feb 20 2008 at 9:48 PM Rating: Decent
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Aww i know the pain :(.. Very proud to see a police officer playing WoW tho, you guys are amazing.
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Sad story... at least you got to keep him after the force. I always assumed they get put down. Wheeew, now I feel better about that. Dogs are my favorite animal, no doubt. I was raise by my folks to treat dogs as members of the family Smiley: blush... so I got two sisters... both rotties lol. Every dog we had to put down (of old age or cancer) it was very hard. Sucks such good animals have such a short life span, but ugly turtles get to live 100s of years lol.

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#9 Feb 20 2008 at 9:59 PM Rating: Good
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I know what you went through. I had a Tonkinese cat named Jennifer. I had her from when I was born until I was 12. She was no doubt my best friend. She had a hyper Thyroid problem, I don't really know what that was, but she just kept getting skinnier and skinnier. And left this world in my arms. I loved that cat so much, she was always there. I wish I still had pictures of her.

But this thread is about avatars and Aron. My avatar is ropope. The robotic pope.

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I'm a cat person. My Avatar reminds me a lot of my first cat. He was friendly to family, unfriendly to strangers, dogs, and parakeets. Actually, he liked parakeets, but only as the main course. That, of course pissed my sisters really bad (which made my cat alright in my book), because they both briefly had chirpers.

I got him as a kitten, the summer that I went from grammar school into Jr. High (I guess they call it middle school now). Eighteen years later, his kidneys failed and he had to be put to sleep. I broke down, and couldn't do it. My wife was the one who had to make the call. Since then, I've gone through any number of cats, and haven't been without one or two roaming our home.

Back to the Avatar... Someone posted a link to a large version of the pic here on Alla, so I downloaded it and resized it for an Avi.
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#12 Feb 21 2008 at 12:47 AM Rating: Good
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Stupid post making me cry.

Thank god im at home and not work.
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Really struck a cord with me :_(

I had to put my dog "Tyson" (Staffordshire Bull Terrier) down a few years back, he was amazing and probably the best friend i ever had. All these years later i still miss him so much and often get upset when i picture him closing his eyes for the last time.

I wish humans could have a fraction of the loyalty that dogs have.
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#14 Feb 21 2008 at 7:05 AM Rating: Good
if i wasnt such a 'ard-nut' i would of found that REALY upsetting.

wipes tear

i have had to have 2 pets put to sleep
2 cats
1 of them was 15 years old that my parents got given as a present to give to me when i was born.

the other was 2 years old, got hit by a car on 7 different occasions over 6 months

he would pick a fight with anything, i guess he got bested by the bus though

stayed with him for 3 days straight, got suspened from school for bunking, but tbh i had better things to do than go to school.

never cried so much in my life as when they took him away from me.

Edited, Feb 21st 2008 10:06am by redbarronthesecond
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#16 Feb 21 2008 at 7:59 AM Rating: Good
Grandfather Barkingturtle wrote:
My avatar represents the burden of Man's self-awareness.


That was one of the most weird (pretty disgusting) movie I've ever seen. A bit confusing too.

Anyway, darque, sorry for your loss. I understand about the close bond you get with a pet. Who knows, maybe you'll get another one and it could be a "reincarneted" version of Aron =)
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Grandfather Barkingturtle wrote:
My avatar represents the burden of Man's self-awareness.


That was one of the most weird (pretty disgusting) movie I've ever seen. A bit confusing too.

Anyway, darque, sorry for your loss. I understand about the close bond you get with a pet. Who knows, maybe you'll get another one and it could be a "reincarneted" version of Aron =)


What movie is that avatar from? American Psycho?

I havent seen it all the way through, but I believe that is the same guy.

My avatar is just a way of drawing/seeing NIN (Nine Inch Nails). The last N is usually backwards like... И. NIN is one of my favorite bands, and I have been around since Halo One (not the video game, but other NIN fans will know Smiley: wink ).

Edited, Feb 21st 2008 1:00pm by PentUpAnger
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xNocturnalSunx wrote:
Grandfather Barkingturtle wrote:
My avatar represents the burden of Man's self-awareness.


That was one of the most weird (pretty disgusting) movie I've ever seen. A bit confusing too.

Anyway, darque, sorry for your loss. I understand about the close bond you get with a pet. Who knows, maybe you'll get another one and it could be a "reincarneted" version of Aron =)


What movie is that avatar from? American Psycho?

I havent seen it all the way through, but I believe that is the same guy.

My avatar is just a way of drawing/seeing NIN (Nine Inch Nails). The last N is usually backwards like... И. NIN is one of my favorite bands, and I have been around since Halo One (not the video game, but other NIN fans will know Smiley: wink ).

Edited, Feb 21st 2008 1:00pm by PentUpAnger

Yeah it's American Psycho. How'd you do the N backwards like that?
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Grandfather Barkingturtle wrote:
My avatar represents the burden of Man's self-awareness.

Handsome dog there. I own a kennel where I breed, board and train German Shepherds for confirmation show purposes, myself. In the past I've sent dogs to law enforcement, but these days I pretty much just train them to run in circles and look pretty.

I've got an old boy right now who has a degenerative nerve condition affecting his rear. He can't lift his hind legs to stand any more, preferring instead to drag himself around like a seal. In the past month or so, he's also losing control of his bowels and bladder with greater frequency. He's just a great, goofy dude who was an extremely successful show dog in his prime and is now wasting away. Next week will probably be his last, as he's just less and less happy every day, it seems. The humane thing to do is euthanize him before he loses too much more quality of life.

Anyway, that was more about dogs and dogs dying and stuff than it was about avatars, but whatever.


BT your avatar is just a reinactment of your last trip to the mall where you ended up sexually assaulting some mannequins and stealing their legs.
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Nice story, really nice and sad..


My avatar is Mario uh.. giving the Princess the Heimlich.. yeah.
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Yeah it's American Psycho. How'd you do the N backwards like that?



Like NIИ? ИИИИИИИИИИИИИИИИ

Character Map. Find the И and click on it, then hit Copy in that window. I couldnt figure out how to do it with any actual ALT keys... it says, "U+0418" but I dont know what the "U" key is.
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In this day of information overload, it’s rare that I read something that actually touches me. Thanks darqueblueknight, for some reason your story did just that. My sympathies as well for your loss.

p.s. I’ll eventually figure out how to make an avatar photo thingy, eventually.
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Above is the full version of it.

My little tribute to Metal in the form of Abbath being Photoshopped into CNN for lack of a better candidate at the time.

I might switch it to a Chuck Schuldiner picture though...
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Handsome looking dog. We always had shepherds as I was growing up.

My avatar is me, pimping my ride.
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Damn OP. I'm at work, thankfully the person that sits next to me is at lunch.

*wipes tear*

Sorry for you loss, but it seems you had a wonderful companion to work with. I'm planning to start training for the police force next week actually. I'm hoping to join the K-9 unit as well. I really feel for you. Must have been terrible losing such a great friend like that.
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Bah!! ; ;

So sad! I've had to put two cats down. Lost one to cancer, the other to kidney failure. They were my childhood fuzzy, it was hard to lose them. It always is.

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Yeah, I'm a fuzzy person too. I always have to have cats in the house.. it just seems so empty without a tiny motor at my pillow.
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